我本想像专门从事理论研究的人那样写一篇地道的论文,但从目前我的时间、精力来看是无法达成了。我只好试着将我的困惑、我感兴趣的问题用文字梳理一遍(看起来更像一则笔记)。书写这些文字的动力来源于我企图给自己在创作中遇到的问题找到答案,结果是某些方面我还仅仅停留在提出问题,并未完全找到答案的层耐。 “人体是我们自身,它唤起与我们切身相关的一切愿望,而最首要的愿望是使自身永存。” I would have imagined writing an authentic essay like the one who specialized in theoretical research but for now, my time and energy can not be reached. I had to try combing my puzzles and the questions I was interested in (it looked more like a note). The motivation for writing these words stems from my attempt to find answers to the problems I encountered in my creations. As a result, in some respects, I still only stayed in the layers of asking questions and not completely finding answers. “The human body is ours, it arouses all the wishes that are relevant to us, and the most important aspiration is to make ourselves perpetual.”