在到达十里莲塘之前,我费尽心思成就一件事,结果力不能及身心俱疲。那情形好比要死要活地爱上一个人,到头来发现那人贪懒嫖赌,却已覆水难收。收拾心情是一件多么困难的事情。心远地自偏的道理我以前是懂的,可事情临到头上,我像见不得 Before I arrived at Shili Lintang, I tried my best to accomplish something and the result was not enough physical and mental fatigue. The situation is like falling in love with a person to die, and eventually finding out that the person is greedy and gambling, but it is overwhelming. How difficult it is to pack your mood. I used to understand the truth that my heart was far from self-biased, but when it came to the head, I could not see it.