诗人海子的自杀,让本是充满无限渴望的生命,骤然充斥着无限的苦痛与悲凉。个体生命在不断成长的过程中,随着命运的紧逼与现实的压迫,想要不断超越自我走向极致,直至走向死亡的终极境地。生命的渴望与挣扎,使海子在焦虑、恐惧、孤独与强迫中感受自我个性与社会现实的矛盾,在主体经验之上进行自我生存和自我意义的建构中有着冲击生命极限的探索。海子在他的诗歌创作中显示了自我与世界、现实与理想的多重矛盾与复杂抗争。 The suicide of the poet Haizi makes Ben be a life full of infinite desires, suddenly filled with endless pain and sadness. In the continuous growth of individual life, with the fate of pressing and the reality of oppression, you want to continue to go beyond the extreme self, until the death of the ultimate situation. Life’s longing and struggling make Haizi feel the conflict between self-personality and social reality in anxiety, fear, loneliness and compulsion, and explore the limit of life in self-existence and self-construction of subject experience. In his poetry writing, Hai Zi shows the multiple contradictions and complex protests between self and the world, reality and ideal.