《乒乓世界》王楠 在釜山亚运会之前,你一直非常顺利。那次失利,是不是让你对自己丧失了信心? 亚运会团体输了以后,第一天我还没醒过神来,没有什么痛苦的感觉。从第二天才开始难受,一直到2002年年底,心情一直非常压抑。最初我怀疑自己的技术不行了,是不是老化了,落后了,跟不上乒乓球的发展形势了。 那几个月里,我想过退役,也跟内部人说起过,教练和领导都来做工作。现在退役确实不太现实,队里的人本身就不多,虽然我亚运会输了,但我在队里还是年龄最大的,大家还是很相信我。当时舆论反响特别大,都在问王楠行还是不行?领导、教练、队友都说我行,我也说自己行,但那是嘴硬,底气不足。在球场上我感觉自己是空的,别人讲什么,我心里也清楚,但好像已经没有能力去做到。 打克罗地亚公开赛的时候,心里还不是特别自信,慌得厉害。 “Ping-Pong World” Wang Nan You have been very well before the Asian Games in Busan. That defeat, is not to make you lose confidence in their own? Asian Games group lost, the first day I have not awakened God, no painful feeling. From the second day began to feel uncomfortable until the end of 2002, the mood has been very depressed. At first, I doubt that my technology will not work. Is it aging and falling behind and can not keep up with the development of table tennis? In those few months, I thought about retiring, talking to insiders, and coaching and leadership. Now retired really unrealistic, the team itself is small, although I lost the Asian Games, but I was still the oldest team, we still believe in me. At that time, the public opinion was very loud and all asked whether Wang Nan was OK or not. Leaders, coaches and teammates all said that I was OK, but I said myself, but it was foolhardy and lack of confidence. I feel empty on the court, what others say, and my heart is clear, but seems to have no ability to do it. When I played the Croatian Open, my heart was not particularly confident and scared.