编辑同志: 我是一名教师,在45岁——事业稳定且颇有成绩的年龄——不幸患上了抑郁症,至今已近一年。虽然经过系统治疗目前已基本康复,并能上班,但是我总担心会因为生病影响工作,哀叹命运对自己不公,怕周围的同事、同学、邻居以及所有相识的人看不起我。尤其是自己看书的效率大大降低,一天 Editor’s Comrade: I am a teacher, at the age of 45 - a stable and successful career age - and unfortunately has suffered from depression for nearly a year now. Although systematic treatment has basically recovered and is able to work now, I am always worried that my work will be affected by my illness. I lament the fate of being unfair to myself and I am afraid that my colleagues, students, neighbors and all acquaintances around me will despise me. Especially the efficiency of reading their books greatly reduced, one day