一读过一些书之后我才发现,我们学习的所谓历史,其实只是学习别人对历史的解释。真正的历史,早就湮没在文字和话语的漫漫荒原中了。画过十几年画之后我又发现,学画其实也是这样。我们满怀真诚的崇敬,仰望古往今来的大师和艰深晦涩的学术著作,多半的感觉是诚惶诚恐,还 After reading some books, I noticed that the so-called history we studied was actually learning others’ explanations of history. The true history has long since buried in the long wasteland of words and words. Draw a dozen years after painting I also found that painting is actually the case. We are full of sincere reverence, looking up from the past master and difficult obscure academic works, most of the feelings are trepidation, but also