1入冬以后,在广东转转,到了梅州,想看看林风眠先生的老家。早就听说过林先生母亲的遭遇,又知道林先生自己不到二十岁就离家求学,从此没有回过梅州,一次也没有。所以我就把梅州想象得很神秘——小山村,石匠小屋,古树盘根错节,遮天蔽日,只有叶簇间透过星星点点的阳光,暗处藏着许多爬虫,大大小小的很恶心。高速公路直插进梅州,神秘感已经荡然无存。骄阳下的村舍让我无法再回想,那个如歌的、凄婉的、阴森森的“鬼魅世界”。然而,走在繁华的街上,穿行在摩登的人群里,又恍惚觉得眼前真实的梅州倒像是一堂布景,闹哄哄的隔在我与真实的“鬼魅世界”之间,为了遮掩些什 1 After winter, turn around in Guangdong, to Meizhou, would like to see Mr. Lin Fengmian’s hometown. I have heard about Mr. Lin’s mother’s experience, but also know Mr. Lin himself less than 20 years old to go home to study, never returned to Meizhou, not once. So I imagine the mysterious Meizhou - Hill Village, masonry cottage, the old tree and the knot, cover the sun, only through the leaves and clusters of stars through the sunlight, the dark hide many reptiles, large and small, very nausea . Highway into Meizhou, the mystery has gone. Under the sun, I can no longer recall the cottage, that song, sad, gloomy “ghost world ”. However, walking in the bustling streets, walking in the modern crowd, but also trance that the immediate reality of Meizhou seems like a scene, noisy between my real and “ghost world”, in order to cover up what