18岁那年,父亲离开祖母去了地广人稀的北大荒。我在南国的一个小山城出生,不久也随着母亲去了北方,算起来,由我出世到懂事和祖母在一起的日子还不到半年。童年的记忆里,祖母是一张模糊了的速写。人间诸多世事变幻轮回许是那个叫上帝的老头别出心裁的安排。你愈是渴盼追求想要得到的东西,便愈是无法获 At the age of 18, my father left her grandmother for a sparsely populated northern Great Wilderness. I was born in a small mountain town in southern China and soon after my mother went to the north. It took less than six months since I was born to be sensible with my grandmother. In her childhood memories, her grandmother is a vague sketches. The changing world of many things is the reincarnation of God’s old man’s ingenuity arrangements. The more you crave for the things you want, the more you can not