多年以后,我才明白:当作家,搞创作,并不是件轻松的事。文学创作,是一个叫人疼痛和摧毁灵魂的过程。真正的作品,只有直面一切,在现实的尴尬和精神的折磨下才能创作出来。这对作家是一种判决,更是考验。风花雪月固然有人喜欢,但理想并不等于现实。真正震撼灵魂的作品,首先得让作家心灵一次一次地破碎。也就是说,好作品是有代价的,其代价,一个生死无法诠释。阳光、空气、鲜花和美酒是让人愉悦的,但这和创作无关紧要;晦暗、阴霾、苦难和压抑是人们想拒绝的,可 Years later, I realized that it is not easy to be a writer or creative person. Literary creation is a process of pain and destruction of the soul. The real work can only be created if it is faced with all reality, under the embarrassment of reality and the torture of spirit. This is a judge for the writer, it is a test. Although some people like romantic, but the ideal does not mean that reality. The real soul-stirring works, first of all have to make the writer’s heart time and time again broken. In other words, a good work has a price, its cost, a life and death can not be interpreted. Sunshine, air, flowers, and fine wines are pleasurable, but this is irrelevant to creation; darkness, gloom, misery and repression are things people want to refuse, but