看到“和谐”这个词,我就想 流泪。 从我记事时起,我就没有享 受到家的温暖和父母恩爱所带来 的温馨。在我的记忆中,父母常常 为了一点不起眼的小事大动干 戈。他们一吵嘴就动手打架,摔东 西,闹得家里乌烟瘴气。他们一吵 嘴,我就不知道怎么办才好,常常 一个人蜷缩在屋角,大气也不敢 出。有时他们彼此憋气,饭也不 做。我只好饿着肚子去上学。就是 在上课时,我也常常走神,满脑子 浮现出父母争吵时凶神恶煞的样 子。那时我的学习成绩也不怎么 好。我估计与父母这样紧张不和 的关系有关。因为我很难有一个 安宁的学习心境呀。 When I saw the word “harmony,” I wanted to cry. From the time I recorded, I did not enjoy the warmth brought by my family and the warmth brought by my parents’ love. In my memory, my parents often work hard for little things that are not obvious. As soon as they quarreled, they fought and broke east, causing trouble at home. When they quarreled, I didn’t know what to do. Often one huddled in the corner and the atmosphere did not dare to come out. Sometimes they are jealous of each other and their meals are not done. I had to go to school with an empty stomach. It was during the class that I often walked out of my mind and my head was full of treacherous images from my parents’ quarrel. At that time, my academic performance was not very good. I guess it is related to such tension and discord with parents. Because I can’t have a peaceful learning mood.