我记忆中最早的一件事,是提着家里唯一的一把热水壶去公共食堂打开水。因为饥饿无力,失手将热水瓶打碎,我吓得要命,钻进草垛,一天没敢出来。傍晚的时候我听到母亲呼唤我的乳名,我从草垛里钻出来,以为会受到打骂,但母亲没有打我也没有骂我,只是抚摸着我的头,口中发出长长的叹息。 The earliest thing in my memory was to bring the only hot water bottle in my house to the public canteen to turn on the water. Because starvation weakness, missed the thermos broken, I was terrified, drilling haystack, did not dare to come out one day. In the evening when I heard my mother calling my name, I got out of the haystack, thought I would be beaten, but my mother did not hit me nor scolded me, just stroked my head and made a long sigh in my mouth.