我满十五岁的那年夏天,再也睡不着觉了。我可以一动不动地仰面躺在那里,像极了在睡觉,想象自己在酣睡,头歪到一旁,脖子皮肤下面有条筋凸现出来。然而我在想象中看着自己,对外部世界浑然不知,却还是能听到我那架电钟走动的微微颤音、阁楼里突然传来的咯吱一声(就像脚步声)、一种低沉的轰轰隆隆的声音,我知道那是远处 The year I was fifteen years old could not sleep anymore. I could lay myself on my back, motionless, like sleeping, imagining myself falling asleep and crooked to the side, under the skin of the neck. However, I looked at myself in my imagination, unaware of the outside world, but still able to hear the slight vibrations of my walkie-talkie, creaking suddenly in the attic (like a footstep), a deep detonation Rumbling sound, I know that is far away