2005年冬天,父亲走了,那时他已92岁。虽说人生百年难几,我仍希望他能再挨9年。那样的话,2014年9月3日,就能亲眼见到习近平总书记向抗战烈士敬献花篮,肯定能带着抗日老兵应得的尊严和荣耀离开了。可是父亲没有给我留一句话,就突然走了。我从京城匆匆赶回,已是阴阳两隔。10年来,当我逐渐知晓父亲生前从未提及的从军抗日经历,更是愧疚万分,自责不已。“万里赴戎机,关山度若飞” In the winter of 2005, my father was gone, when he was 92 years old. Although life is difficult for a few years, I still hope he can suffer another 9 years. In that case, on September 3, 2014, General Secretary Xi Jinping would be able to see with his own eyes the baskets presented to the war martyrs and certainly would have left with the dignity and glory that the anti-Japanese veterans deserve. But my father did not give me a word to leave suddenly. I hurried back from the capital, it is separated by yin and yang. In the past 10 years, when I gradually learned about the anti-Japanese military experience never mentioned before in my father’s life, I even felt guilty and regrettable. “Miles went to the machine, off the mountain if the flight”